Brief Update

Hello blog, life's been boring. 3 papers done, 3 more left. All three thus far were below my expectations and I'm so not looking forward to the result releasing day, pah! No point looking back now. Can't wait to clear the rest of it and start pampering myself in the comfy warmy home already =(

Update update:

Sis got herself a Toyota Camry in Japan. It might seem to be a trivial matter to you but to me, it is a BIG deal lor! Seriously woman, are you there to study or what! How can you be good at studies and at the same time earning so much money grr.. I'm only two years away. How to catch up with your pace lol.

Next, a hometown friend called up today and told me that a few of them will be going for their industrial training this coming break. This also indicates that a few of my "kaki" will not be available for me booohooo! have to seek for other sources of entertainment already =S

Found out that I'm quite a complicated person recently. No, seriously. I can be VERY enthusiastic about a certain something one day and lose all my interest for the very same thing at the very next day swt. Is it just me or what lol. Weirdo.

Chatted with mom for a while and as usual, we teased each other with petty little jokes. Told her that I might be going over to my friend's place this holiday because her mom makes good soup and she said "OH NO! I'm losing a daughter for not being hardworking enough in the kitchen?!" lol.

Also realized there are many gentlemen around nowadays. Woot. Makes me a happier person. Secretly hoping that this is either their genuine behavior, or they are trying to make a change in themselves regardless of you know, some other intentions.

Alright, enough crap from me. Here's a recent picture of me and a 4th year senior who's graduating in less than a few weeks' time. People just come and go in our life I'm starting to get immune to it already lol.



Looking forward to 8 of May! =D

Thanks

Sometimes I feel like a delicate rose, on the verge of wilting due to severe drought, but showered by unknown sources of water every day. Placed within sharp thorns that would protect me from all sorts of external harm, I feel so ashamed of myself for taking them for granted most of the time: not only did I show no signs of appreciation, I always let them down by mistreating myself.

So here I am today, sincerely thanking every single one of you for being so thoughtful and kind, for being concerned even more than I do for myself. You touched me with every little gesture of yours I promise I'll make the best out of myself from this moment on, just so I will not fail anyone of you anymore.

I'm blessed. and I hope it's not too late to realize it.. =)

无奈

有些事，明知会让自己后悔不已
却往往压抑不住那顿时的冲动..
不喜欢自己的不理智
受不了自己非凡的自尊心
更是讨厌不肯悔改的自我..

Musim Exam

Finals starting this week itself.



Good Luck EveryBody!

=)

Good Luck me!

Speechless

A leopard can never change its spots.

I should have known..

but I can't help feeling disappointed?

Farewell

Time often swift by so quickly by the time we decide to take a quick glance at the clock, it's always the time to say goodbye.

You've been such a great friend and a great room mate.

Despite your heavy workloads, you never failed to listen when we were having problems.

Your sincere and constructive advices which came along with unbiased comments always made us sit down and ponder. From you, we learnt that what we presume might not always be right afterall.

Although your jokes can be VERY lame sometimes, did you know that you're pretty cute when you're in the mood to "play" with us?

But when you're serious, we ALL know how scary you can be =P

Perhaps it was fate which brought us together,

so I hope the very same fate will bring us back together in the future.

Like I said, always keep that shining smile glowing on your face. worry less. don't get over addicted with useless anime already JUST JOKING!. be calm. and have fun!

You know you'll be missed.. =) especially for wiping the floor all the time haha!

Good luck dear, in everything you do. Keep in touch!

Discontentment

Sealed and locked.

What is over, is over.
I learnt my lessons.
And all is safely burried.
Now and forever.

Failed

If for two similar problems I handled in two distinct ways and both were deemed as wrong, then TELL ME please someone, what is right?

I learnt from past that throwing tantrum was never a solution, but today it became a weapon to threaten justice. and for being quiet I became the victim WTF isn't life unfair? anyway I don't need sympathy from ANY parties so I'm gonna suck it up myself, stay calm and get myself through this all alone.

Go ahead and hate me, I have my principles to adhere to. Anyway I know I'm just NEVER good enough for anything. FML.

I need to Loosen Up a Bit

Sorry for being such an emo queen lately. Have to admit that I was pretty stressed up due to too much tasks in hand. Believe me when I say the tasks are too heavy.

Apart from the very long-waited appre night this Saturday, I have 3 Assignments, 4 presentations, 2 tests and a very time consuming Japanese video all due next week.

Life's been really hectic and stressful sometimes you just don't know how to deal with it. Anyway after attending a short dinner with my course mates just now, I felt very much better now!

And guess what? I have an honest confession to make today.

After all the happy and sad moments, through our ups and downs, I realized that I'm starting to like my bunch of uni friends already.. Things can really be simple if we don't make it complicated. I really enjoyed talking and laughing casually with them without much thought in head. We are so random nowadays we don't even have to think of what to say to each other anymore.



Thanks for being such awesome people. I don't care how depressed I'll get two years later when it's time to bid you guys farewell. What I seriously care for now is just to have as much fun and cherish our coming two years together.

Here's to an everlasting friendship. Cheers! =)