静的美丽

多久没有停下脚步 凝望那蔚蓝的天空
多久没有静下心头 感受夜的宁静 夜的美丽
太阳的东升西落 我错过了多少
雨后的迷人天虹 我最后亲睹又是何时？

外向的我 竟对人类厌烦了
你奸我诈，各扫门前霜的复杂关系
更是令我作呕

当下的眼皮虽有十斤重
心 却如蒲公英般的轻盈
一个人 一本书 一杯热巧克力
聆听着空气的呼与吸
胜于洪亮且虚伪的嘻嘻哈哈

此刻的心 我很确定 是开朗的

把双眸闭上 告诉自己
今后无论生活再繁忙 时间再紧凑
深。呼。吸
留点时间给自己 留点空间给大家

不开心的 总会随风消散
今日的在乎 不过是未来大宇宙里的一颗小星星
凡事不要过于在意 不要过份执着
一切顺其自然 开心就好

Heartfelt Condolences..

While trying to save a couple who were involved in a traffic accident, my friend's dad was hit by an MPV, admitted to the the hospital and passed away yesterday.

=(

he used to be such a nice man... =(=(=(

I can't help but to feel so sour inside.

Not that she'll be reading this but I really hope she'll make it through the trauma..



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This May,

Everybody is coming over to KL for industrial training it seems.

Ironically, I'm the only one leaving.

=(

Latest Addiction

Besides Starbucks (I'm never gonna get bored of that no matter what!) I found my new addiction for food! =D

It was on a random afternoon of a random day when a friend of mine brought me to 1Borneo and asked me what do I have in mind for lunch. Then I suggested




and it (surprisingly) clicked with my taste bud almost perfectly! hohoho.

Three days afterthat I started to miss it, so I had to drag another friend to have it again with me today for lunch nyehehehe!

Study week. I hear the clock ticking. and I haven't done much.

I sense danger.

Lessons Everyday

Today I came up with a new strategy on how to get rid of all the little things that are bugging our minds almost every hour of every day no matter how unworthy we all know they are.

The idea is to imagine that every one you know and everything that happens around you are meticulously planned for you to learn a new lesson. The people we meet everyday somehow or other are all here to teach us something!

Perhaps the slow moving clerk in the office is here to teach us about patience, the obnoxious guy in class teaches us about being respectful to others, the realistic friend teaches us about the beauty of solitary, the punk rocker teaches us to be less judgmental and the hopeless partner at work teaches us about the productivity that comes from independence which may even surprise you.

Trust me. By having this mentality, you'll find that you're far less annoyed by the actions and imperfections of others. It is easier to let go of your frustration this way as our conscience is constantly telling us that we are benefiting from every incident that is happening around us.

Take your leap today by converting questions like "why are they so like that?" to "what are they trying to teach me here?" and notice how close you are connected to life thereafter.

Cheers!

Finalss!

It's gonna be one heck of a month

I hope I'll make it through the storm.

Approached a few lecturers to get advice for my fyp, all seems keen. Just with conditions. Gonna think thoroughly...

Exhausted

I have had ENOUGH for the week.

Man. this is overwhelming. what's wrong with everybody????!!!

T.T

I'm no more than ordinary, please don't expect too much of me. I'm on the verge of breaking down myself. Please.. people, please!

ChemEng Appreciation Night 2011

In just a blink of eyes, a year has past. While the night in the Promenade Hotel is still vividly pictured in the mind of the past director aka yours truly, another year has gone by and this very night of year 2011 was organized by my direct junior Tsing Yie who is also from the land of mud aka Kuala Lumpur from the West Coast =D

Held in Shangri-La's Tanjung Aru - a nice place with nice ambiance to take nice pictures with, I decided NOT to snap many many pictures like what the rest of them did because I thought still think I didn't look good that night =(

Pictures courtesy of everybody who posted them on facebook. One more night and all will turn into distant memories. Farewell, seniors!

Thus I learnt..

Yesterday, I learnt that the more I expect of my friends, the more I'll get hurt in the end.

Yesterday, I learnt that people are selfish when it comes to personal benefits. Already knew they were like that long ago, but I couldn't help but to feel disappointed when it hitted me again.

Yesterday, I learnt that people are too realistic, that when you have nothing to offer, people will just evaporate in your world.

Yesterday, I learnt that genuine AND eternal don't come together in pairs – either that or I haven't encounter any.

Yesterday, I learnt that I need to be tough. I have to. Being too dependent will only harm my very own self in the long run.

Yesterday, I learnt that if I were to live everyday of my life like yesterday, I'll turn 5 years older in just a year.

I have NO MORE TIME for the unworthy. I have to seize every moment and strive for my last month here. Serious mode, ON!

sigh

I have foreseen this happening, but I didn't expect it to hurt equally bad.

shucks.