sorry?

I know for a fact that nobody should ever be taken for granted or be treated unfairly just because I'm in one of my mood swings again but seriously, at times like this I really don't know what can be done to make myself feel any better.

Some things are just out of control. and when I say this, I don't know if you're able to visualize it. everything and anything that crosses my mind right now is despicable, albeit its validity.

I have had quite a few small controversial conversations with friends who matter a lot to me at this moment, but I think exposing too much of my dreary self to them do not help ease the already-a-problemetic-situation much. rather, it adds on to the awkwardness.

Generally speaking, letting all out and be honest to people is healthy for the bonds every once in a while but I surmise being too honest sometimes, might scare people off instead. Hypothetically, I tend to talk like a person who's been boozed - letting words gush out my mouth without given much thoughts to the consequences that might come about. and soon afterthat, I'll start to ponder if I've revealed too much.

you see, I might understand that everything that happens at present is temporary - my dismal is transient, my whine will end, my PMS is ephemeral - but does everybody else understand this too? and how many in this world can actually (truly) tolerate with my grumpiness without judging?

it's okay if you couldn't quite grasp this entry. the main idea of it all is that, I'm sorry for all the tight situations that I've put some of you through both yesterday/today through our msn/sms conversations. please understand that I'm just having my monthly moments and none of the hard feelings caused was intentional.

I'm sorry!

What I had been up to

Trainings aside, here are the places that I had terrorized for the past two weeks:

Mid Valley

Kuchai Caribean Cafe

Kuchai Snowflakes shop

Lit Fwu's Christmas Eve Party

1utama

one world hotel

Fahrenheit's CEO

Pavilion, Time Square and Sg Wang KL

5 more days and I'll be done with trainings wohoo! =)

Photoshoot

Photographer: Jeffrey Woo
Make up artist: Joann Look
Arranged by: MayJean Ooi
Location: Lake Garden KL
Models: Shirley and Winnie



Took a lot of courage for me to post them up here. Firstly it's because I'm not used to looking at myself in such a thick make up, secondly I think I'm a bad poser.

It was still a good experience though. Hope to do better in the next shoot..

Merry Christmas~ =)